Yesterday was a happy day! Went to ECP with our mummies! We, the kids, met up early in the morning to prepare their food and complete the wax. Marconi~ Marconi~ Marconi~, Marconi! We prepared them gifts after our exams. Wasn't an easy task at all! We meet up for dinner so often that when we carry anything in our hands, you would just get suspicious and ask. Told so many lies such as total defence project etc. We did it after school by designing the cards and writing the messages. I brought the first 2 home to cut and I never fail to fall asleep while cutting. The other 2 was fully complete in school! The wax thing was done rather last minute! But maybe thats how it's supposed to be cause the marconi will expand. I brought the stuffs home to do. As usual, I fell asleep doing halfway. I held the gel up in my hand and with the stick for pushing the marconi in my other hand trying to balance while I sleep. If the thing were to get imbalance, I would just get a shock and wake up and continue doing! Good idea yeah! On yesterday itself, preparation was so fun! messy throughout. Plus the stuffy kitchen. Jan cant handle knives!! She can drop it ok! Dangerous to work with her. LoL. At the ending part, there was wax on the table and I started to use my nails to scratch it off. The wax came out and went into my nails. It hurts pushing my flesh away from my nails but I just continued. I think only 5 minutes later than I realised it was bleeding and yes, super duper pain when i directly faced it at the tap and on-ed full blast. Dumb me. So ya, my flesh was half detached from my nails.
We were all chionging early in the morning to prepare food for tiff! Made us perspire a lot. Finally we are ready to meet our mummies! Mrt-ed down to Serangoon and waited for them. We had so much barang barangs with us! Walked all the way to ECP was quite a killer la. They wanted to help us so much yet we didn't allow cause they'll peep! Reached there, ate the food we prepared plus the salad. Super hungry after rushing the whole morning and everyone started giving me their food? I'm sorrie mamas and lil peeps! Slacked awhile and I suddenly felt super sleepy! So Jan and I went into the tent to rest and I really fell asleep. But not for long cause I could feel the bloody heat from the floor! And hearing their laughter makes me wanna play! So ya, went out to fly kite! And I still can't raise the kite? Mummy.. Its over!! LOL. I just kept saying that. But ya, its fun flying kite! Easy to control when its at the top but so hard to start! I was so determined to make it fly but pak ma want play frisbee! Play play a little, threw some balls with lena ma. Attempt to dry it while throwing failed! LoL. Tiff mummy came not long after. Then I confirmed melissa mummy was odd one out cause she wore white! Played even more and took pictures! Gave them their presents. They wanted to piece it so badly and it was so pai seh lah!
Li Shi, Tiff ma and I went to toilet after that. Long long walk all the way to area B just to find out the toilet is gone? So we took about one hour to get back. Thought of some plot to tell them cause we were super late. It was about.. went to find toilet, on the way back, some random guy pulled me into the tent, the shouted help and came to save me with another passer by. Ya.. Felt bad after lying to them. For the first time, I felt so much love and concern. First time someone has ever hug me and talk to me trying to know how I am. But yet, it was all fake. Yes, I did want to laugh and somehow, I was tearing cause I was touched and I was also thinking of all my sad things too. But the whole plot was fake. Maybe that wouldn't happen when real things happen to me. I was sad, I kept silent. No one will ever know until things has settled, then I would tell. But yes, that hug and concern and love is something i've never felt before. Then we started to pack up and leave that place. The wierd me is back again. I couldn't face up to them. I didn't talk or eye contact to them. It's just the old me. I won't ever do something like that to me closest friend and yet, i did it and cheated all of them. It's just a hole in my heart. It was my fault, and I should not be saying this at all. I'm sorry.
Then we went to Hans!! My first time there. Ate the chicken chop set meal. Share with Tiffany mama cause we weren't hungry. We took lots of pictures! Then, went to Mac cafe to eat ice cream. Talked talked and it was really late. Called dad to fetch them home and went for supper with him. Bishan is really a nice place. We went to the place at Bishan street 22 to eat. Reminded me when I was young, kor kor will cycle me all the way there just to eat. Though I wasn't hungry at all when I went to eat with him, I didn't regret cause it brought back my memories. Mum started calling but yea.. Shall not elaborate. Went home and chiong for com!
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