I do admit,
1. I abhor chinese new year this year
2. I collected less than 10 ang paos
3. I didn't look forward to reunion dinner
4. I silent my handphone
5. I didn't bother to go house visiting
6. I haven't seen my relatives/cousins for about a year
7. I allowed people to think how ill-mannered I am
8. I disgraced my D**** but all he wanted was fame
9. I disrespect my M**** for giving in to D****
10. I didn't want 1-9 to be full-filled but I didn't give a god damn thought about it.
Yet, I am glad I went through chinese new year positively. Guess you must be wondering what I did with my 96 hours. I woke up at 12, ate tidbits, lied on sofa reading fa manual, feel asleep, wake up at 8, eat dinner, tv till 2am.
Well, I dare say you must be thinking I'm a pig but I enjoy my life and I don't want school to reopen. It's called LIFE when you get the whole world's time in your hands, doing what you like.
I'm not saying that people should not celebrate chinese new year. I admit it's my flaw this year. I do want a happy chinese new year. But I know my attitude is much better than 2006, though I visited less. But only through 2008 then will I be able to further appreciate 2009 and so on.
What's happiness without sadness?
What's success without failures?
What's family without problems?
What's casino without $?
What's parents without their flaws?
If possible, I would choose the king & queen as my parents.
Somethings don't go the way we want it to be, but we live up to our own happiness, own conscience. Do what you think you like and not what you think it's right.
ONE LIFE, LIVE IT!