As 2008 draws near, dear and i would like to bid goodbye to 2007. Dear's busy cleaning up her house. Physically, she looks good and ready to go with her clean looking house. How about the closet she has inside of her?Still tormented by that particular one she can't let go of? she's definitely guilty of clinging on to the past too much while the future can be fearful cuz she doesn't know whats approaching. But the past is scarier to me becuz it has the power to trap dear memories. So this new year, while dear's cleaning up her room, I hope she remove all physical remnants which reminds her of unhappy memories. Let it be a new beginning, another phase with me!

Dear to Sunshine

In this context, Sunshine is something or someone, a very wide range. 

2007 has been a bad year i guess. No proper time management, bad attitude, didn't like to mix around much, was rude in speech, gave much of a hack care attitude, said A LITTLE vulgarities, scolded some ppl badly just becuz i wasn't in a good mood, had a messy house/room, disrespect to the elder, slept in class etc. Its too late to turn back now. Lets see what I improved on.. Had a little more friends, not close one though, did score better in school, went for all my cca trainings, became more independent, I think its gd, but some ppl say loner, grown up more, traveled a lot more alone, did some house work, earn more money etc. Wish I had done more, but 2007 is over too! Hahax..

So.. 2008, here I come! Indeed, i fear 2008. More school work, studies get tougher, cca gets busier, friends get weirder, home gets messier, hand writing gets uglier, money gets lesser etc. But all I can do is look into 2008, look at a block of time. I see 12 months, 52 weeks, 356 days, 8760 hours, 525600 minutes, 3153600 seconds. I have done nothing to deserve it, earn it, or purchased it. Like the air I breathe, time comes to me as a part of LIFE. Another important thing abt time is that u cannot stop it. There's no way to slow it down, turn it off, or adjust it. Time goes on. And you cant bring back time. Once its gone, its gone. Yesterday is lost forever. If yesterday is lost, tomorrow is uncertain. We may look ahead at a full yr's block of time, but we really hv no guarantee that we'll experience any of it. 

Time is one of my most precious possessions. We cant waste it, worry over it. The new year is full of time. As seconds tick away, Will u b tossing time out the window or make every minute count? So sunshine, Lets strive on together!